rancangan memburu impian-[impian terburu!]

hey all

dh nak habes 2011.
wht's up so far?

nuthing much kot.
my very final sem at university of malaya just ended on june 2011,
graduated on 5th of october 2011,
and have to wait until now,
before i get to be posted somewhere around malaysia.
wah kan....luas sgt malaysia naem.negeri/wilayah yg mn satu pn xtauu lg....tapi macam dh dpt rasa bahang kehangatannya sb dh kuar newspaper bout the posting.yet still,it's not so sure yet,when the exact date.

so far,
i have achieved few wishlist in 2011.
which i think, i m quite happy bout it,
though i need to reflect wht i've done so far, and improve it here n there, coz there r still rooms for improvement kan?

and those achievement-la-sangat r as follow: [hahaha....laughing out not tht loud]
drama ja lebih...

Sub 1: menjadi seorang yang lebih enviromental friendly katanya.
pecahan kejayaan: 1 per 3.

yg tercapai:

1. bawak sudu+garpu sendiri[ sentiasa ada dlm beg p kelas,if nk mkn la...]say no to plastic utensils.haha...
2. jimatkan elektrik & air.sy telah bertukar kpd mentol jimat tenaga, dan menutup/mencabut plak dr suiz selepas digunakan.
yang tak tercapai: use less plastic bag/polisterine [kdg2 ja bwk shopping bag ms p carefour beli brg.haish....masih boleh diperbaiki!

Sub 2: membeli beberapa barangan.
pecahan kejayaan: 4 per 6

yang tercapai :

1. beberapa helai baju baru [boleh la...]
2. wallet panjang [not tht bad,sekadar ada]
3. a bed spread
4. few kitchen utensils
yang tak tercapai:
1. jam tangan yg berkenan dihati.
2. set pinggan mangku putih berseri

sub 3: [oh ni paling termenarik!] meet few people from facebook/blog which i follow their life [life-la-sgt] for past few years!
pecahan kejayaan: 3 per 10 [oh my,sila usaha lebih ya naem..]

yang tercapai:

1. bfa [been following him since those days at casa impian] [sucessfully accomplished indeed!]+ ikut few wed events yg berjaya.
2. megat eusofe aka aku pelukis. [read his blog for past 3 years] [berjaya jugak, just meet him once+ berbual2 tentang kehidupan secara umumnya @ klcc sajo]
3. syarifah nazurah [my praktikum friend,she has such a positive aura]. meet her few times when in sh alam.talk about school,life as a teacher etc.

yang tak tercapai:

1. munzir emran [siapa dia? he's my friend,but he's flying up high]....sooner or later.
2. razif 'figura malaikat itu' [siapa dia? dia selamatkn naem...wah kan...haha...ms pengsan lari 800meter kt padang.ceh...sungguh memalukan! but a friend said that he's now somewhere at kuala selangor. ok,will find soon.hmm...
3. Puteh [a friend since zaman2 my space/friendster/fb]haha...
4. azie wajik
5. amar [munzir friend's]-he's getting married soon.
6. nadia alias [syarifah's friend]
7. haffizuan [munzir's friend]

sub 4: places to be visited [feeling2 pelancong dlm negeri sat]
pecahan kejayaan: 1 per 3

yang tercapai :

1. skybridge @ 41st flr klcc+level 86 [thx to celus n helmi, and others too]-i m proud to be malaysian!

yang tak tercapai:

1. kelip2 kg kuantan,bukan di kuantan....tapi di kuala selangor.hmmm....haiqal lah ni,takot nk bersampan katanya,nyamuk lg.haha...
2. sunway lagoon [ok, ini memalukan...padahal boleh ja...]

Sub 5: um tour [konsepnya brkaitan um]
pecahan kejayaan: 1.5 per 4

yang tercapai:

1. make at least 7 new friends [walaupun....actually x tercapai sgt,just sembang2 gitu ja.patutnya kawan yg leh jmpa2/sembang2.alih2 keluar dgn org2 yg sama jugak!]

yang tak tercapai:

1.makan di semua kafe di dalam um [hmmm....ada la yg tercapai mcm p fac education (sah2 la kan...dh blajaq situ), akademi pengajian islam (not bad,makan sedap,tp masing ala2 diam masa mkn), kolej 12, fac engine, fac sains, perdana siswa] ni ja lah kot....
2. pergi ke semua perpustakaan dlm um. [x jugak,p main library dgn lib edu sajo]
3. menaikai bas um di dlm kawasan bas um.saja2 ronda.

note to self:
USAHA LAGI [soo.........basic pesanan]
lebih detail,

usaha lagi.seronok bila capai mimpi yg pasti/tak berapa pasti ni.cumanya, di masa akan datang, sila buat follow up wishlist atau boleh juga dikenali sebagai post-wishlist's list, supaya tidak 'susah' di kemudian hari, terutamanya bila deal dgn benda hidup yang lain untuk mencapai impian. it was fn indeed, to meet nw people n knw bout their life. boleh,tapi lain kali jgn terlalu suka bila impian tercapai, takot jatuh, sakit dan terluka.tak la luka sgt pn,tercalar ja.tapi masih boleh teruskan...kan?and tht's would be fine.

oleh yg demikian, saya bagi pihak diri sendiri, ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih kpd pihak2 yang terlibat, secara lansung atau tidak lansung dlm menjayakan rancanagn 'memburu impian bersama naem'-impian terburu!. Terima kasih,terima kasih, terima kasih banyak2 sb anda telah memberikan peluang dan [sedikit] ruang dan kesempatan yang ada untuk mencapai impian seorang budak hingusan [am i too humble?!] sebelum dia bergraduasi pada 5 oktober 2011 yang lalu.[ini adaalah karangan refelksi-refleksi tentang diri sendiri,yang impiannya telah diburu!]haha...
when we meet a friend, we will get a bunch of friends indeed. believe me, tht's even nicer.you get the chance to meet new people everywhere [i thank u again]:)

apa lagi yang nk dikatakan?

i m waiting to be posted sumwhere real soon, and i'll share my life as a teacher pulak lepas ni.dh...

nnti tahun depan nk buat bintang kertas hari2dan nk tulis wht hapen of tht day dlm tu.

hope everything is fine.
regards,

NAEM

it's been a long time

time flies, but i just can't, but i wish i could!

to fly up high,
high,
and searching...


for


LOVE.
and
some MONEY too [to make the story real!...hahaha...]


because,
i have none!


to thee,
whom inspired US a lot [u-don't-know-who-you-are],naaaa...u knw kot
keep on inspiring others too,
they love u!

cuma nk ckp satu benda,
bila kamu merancang and came out with a wish list,
make sure u have THE POST-WISH LIST'S LIST,
u know why people?
so at least,
at the end of the day,
when u had accomplished something,
u knw wht u supposed to do at the right time,...kan?

move on,
just be nice to urself naem [HEY!!!! to ]and others too,
because
EACH and EVERYONE of them, who [meant to be or not meant to be] came into life,
will
somehow or rather,
change ur life [ a lil bit at least,at certain corner of ur life]
believe me people,
and do PLEASE,
appreciate it!
it's kind of once-in-a life time thingy.

oh pedihnya....

[sigh] lagi?!

hi all n [me].
my lecturer once said "the more you sigh, the more burden you have" (Chinese proverb).but one of my friends said "bukan mengeluh, tapi kita tarik dan hembus nafas yang panajang". erkkk...tak sama kah?

ok.to be frank, i don't even know, exactly what had happen to me, and what's happening actually.i feel so empty.yes, EMPTY,kosong-tak-tahu-nak-buat-apa kind of thing.you know why, i guess i just need someone at this moment.or at least, someone to look after[ok,sounds weird enough!]like 1 of my friends said "IF, we can't get that someone, at least we a close to them [literally+figuratively] and that is good enough.he said so. i have to agree,as we might feel happy for them, we might feel happy for ourselves too.perhaps...[sigh]

ok.now what?
crying inside?
or should i go and get what i want?
naa......that's not that easy.ok?!

to be continued

another post for Thee.

Dear thee,
i hope u r fine there.

last night, when i was googling something on the net, i found something and that shows me how others inspired by you, a lot i guess. more than i am.

it's ok. i am happy and proud of thee. and i am glad to get the chance to meet thee and i still remember those moments.nothing much to be shared here, and i don't think u knw bout this, of how much i adore u.[perhaps u knew it, after i have told u before right?]

just keep me inspired, that's all.
keep being humble like u r,
i just can't do anything, except keep adoring thee,[ and let me keep this nicely in my heart].

[sigh]

THEE,take care.
and i am PROUD n HAPPY for thee,believe me.

jgn over boleh naem!

ha....kau dh kenapa naem!

biasa2 sudah.
sgt2 over ya naem.

THINK.
but i just cant(sigh)

penat?

xlah...naem xpernah penat utk menunggu(literally & figuratively). sb naem seorang penunggu yg setia.

percayalah

penat?

xlah...naem xpernah penat utk menunggu(literally & figuratively). sb naem seorang penunggu yg setia.

percayalah

dear thee.

u know wht,
i just can't help myself,
to stop adoring u,i wouldn't
& hope everything is fine.
i might be far away from u,
& no matter what,
i m happy n proud of u.

BUT,i really need to put my feet on d ground.
u just can't naem.
then u hv to do something.
do what?
something.
like what?
go n find urself.
tht's not for u.n don't put so much hope.u wont get it,no matter what.
(sigh).
but can i go on like this?
like what?
think....think.....n think.
(breathe in n out)

i want to say this,
i THANK you 4 the memories,
i THANK you 4 ur humbleness,down-to-earth,
& i trust u.


hey,wake u naem.
u sleep walking again,
wake up,
n stop dreaming,
because ur dream is just ended.
(but i think,it still going on n on n on)

...
sigh.

w a i t i n g

as usual...i m waiting 4 d moment to come again.

SELAMAT BERPUASA to all.

will b there....sooner or later.but 4sure, before raya, insyaallah.

:-)

sebak!

hmmm.....

rasa sebak,

rasa kosong,

rasa sunyi,

all mix up!

insyaalh,
i'll b bck.
i'll b bck.

sebak!

hmmm.....

rasa sebak,

rasa kosong,

rasa sunyi,

all mix up!

insyaalh,
i'll b bck.
i'll b bck.

i am PROUD you

yes i do.i m proud of u.believe me.

thx 4 all d memories.
take care.

once again,
I M PROUD OF YOU.

i THANK you

I THANK YOU
I THANK YOU
I THANK YOU,


from the bottom of my heart,
I THANK YOU!

selalunya,
sy tumpang gembira utk org lain.
selalunya,
sy tumpang bangga utk pncapaian org lain.
selalunya,
apa yg sy nak,
mcm hampir dpt,
tp sebenarnya x,
sb hanya dr kejauhan,
walaupn depan mata.
selalunya,
sy akn terus berteka-teki,
sb selalunya,
sy takut utk bertanya,
dan selalunya,
sy hanya mampu terdiam,
mengharap!
selalunya,
sy rs,
sy selalu 'on stand by',
'pending',
'status unknown'.

hmmm...dan begitulah
SELALUnya,
yg kdg2,
sgt memenatkan!

impian DIBURU!

ahh.....finally it comes to an end, and I m NOT READY to face it! all these might happen as i only created a wishlist without thinking the consequences that might appear AFTER everything is settled. happy? YES, i do (at certain part of the plan-especially at the beggining of it,but now,when it comes to the end,i need to think,wht's going on next. n everything not gonna be d same,after this (sigh).

in d positive way,at least i have successfully accomplished the wishlist.it's fun,it's hard sometime (due to my personal problem-coz i keep guessing n not asking),but i think i need to ask b4 everythiny is over.insyaalh

hey naem,it's not even yours!

errrkkkk...but y u feel that way...the left behind thingy.(sigh).

sometime it's hard (really hard) to say no!

ahh....yup,agree with me?no/yes?hmmm....it's hard to say both actually,especially when u adore that someone.but ADORE alone is not enough,even that person inspires u a lot!


but,i feel 'left behind' sometime.yes...sometime.but for sure,most of the time i need to share the space.

& i m tired too(mentally).

take care,
i THANK u,for keep on inspiring me!

happy for thee

but as usual, i m crying inside!
& why this always hapen to me?

MOVE ON-lah naem!

hmmm....it's kinda akward when u hv mix feeling! neither happy nor sad,it's wht we call (i call) AKWARD. n why this always happen to me?
n why i've been treated tht way?sooo on the stand by mode all d time?owh...it's on stand by mode,i would call, on akward mode for now.


ishhh....move on naem,move on.n look forward,wide the perimetre, perhaps more professional.no relationship attach!ahhh...but it's hard to do so.i m waving.

entahla..let it be?hmm....

teruja!

assalamulaikum semua.
semua ka?hahas...untuk diri sendiri lah jawabnya.
xpalah...


selalunya kita kan rasa TERUJA bila kita akan buat benda yg kita suka.xpercaya???
hmmm..percayalah...dan sedikit gemuruh kadang2.itu perkara biasa.berseronoklah!yeay!!!


c u in KL

i m h.a.p.p.y! (i m proud of thee)

hello evry1.haha....finally, i officially moved out from KL, to where i should be, perlis,my hometwn.finished my 6-year study already.Alhamdulillah.

owh,actually, i've made few wishlists for myself to be acmplished before my graduation (errkkkk....so berangan). nvm, though i m berangan,but at least i've accmplished some of them, successfully,yeayyy! i m so happyy,n looking 4ward for the 'next episode' of it.

i really appreaciate the moment.
thus, i would like to thank every1 who gave me some of their space+time to make my wishlist accomplished. I THANK YOU! thx so much.from d bottom of my heart.

i m looking forward,for d nxt event!

I M hoping 4 d best.insyaalh.

Perhaps...

It's a sign I GUESS,
but not so sure.
most probably, Yes.

BUT, don't left me behind.
i just need
a little space
to be with.

not-so happy weekend!

real sooooooooon!

GUESS WHAT,
going to end my life as a student real soon. in my very final week now, and i am going to my very last class tomorrow. How i am going to miss those moment in the last 6 years!!! serious, i m fatigue sometime, but now i just realize that time flies, friends come and go, some stay, new friends come sometime, go again. [sigh].

i am going to face,
the very final class,
tomorrow,
and i have to face
THE REALITY.

to dear friends,
Harinya telah tiba...

Through the pain

All my fears

All the Tears

You were the one there

Had my loss

Had my gains

Had it all

You made me stand tall

Like a rock we are

You are the hope

I am the faith

Will be forever

Through all the sun and rain that comes

I THANK YOU!

[Semesta:hidden track, FT]

I....

I THANK YOU!

:-)

selalu mcm ni...

hmmm..waiting n still waiting.

ok,naem,jgn terburu2.tunggu kejap je.
tp kenapa terlalu mengharap?!

it's NOT even YOURS.
you ADMIRE it a lot,
but don't expect much!

bertenang,bertengan,bertenang.

i need that SPACE,indeed.
to be with...