Friday, July 22, 2011

sebak!

hmmm.....

rasa sebak,

rasa kosong,

rasa sunyi,

all mix up!

insyaalh,
i'll b bck.
i'll b bck.

sebak!

hmmm.....

rasa sebak,

rasa kosong,

rasa sunyi,

all mix up!

insyaalh,
i'll b bck.
i'll b bck.

i am PROUD you

yes i do.i m proud of u.believe me.

thx 4 all d memories.
take care.

once again,
I M PROUD OF YOU.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

i THANK you

I THANK YOU
I THANK YOU
I THANK YOU,


from the bottom of my heart,
I THANK YOU!
selalunya,
sy tumpang gembira utk org lain.
selalunya,
sy tumpang bangga utk pncapaian org lain.
selalunya,
apa yg sy nak,
mcm hampir dpt,
tp sebenarnya x,
sb hanya dr kejauhan,
walaupn depan mata.
selalunya,
sy akn terus berteka-teki,
sb selalunya,
sy takut utk bertanya,
dan selalunya,
sy hanya mampu terdiam,
mengharap!
selalunya,
sy rs,
sy selalu 'on stand by',
'pending',
'status unknown'.

hmmm...dan begitulah
SELALUnya,
yg kdg2,
sgt memenatkan!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

impian DIBURU!

ahh.....finally it comes to an end, and I m NOT READY to face it! all these might happen as i only created a wishlist without thinking the consequences that might appear AFTER everything is settled. happy? YES, i do (at certain part of the plan-especially at the beggining of it,but now,when it comes to the end,i need to think,wht's going on next. n everything not gonna be d same,after this (sigh).

in d positive way,at least i have successfully accomplished the wishlist.it's fun,it's hard sometime (due to my personal problem-coz i keep guessing n not asking),but i think i need to ask b4 everythiny is over.insyaalh

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

hey naem,it's not even yours!

errrkkkk...but y u feel that way...the left behind thingy.(sigh).

sometime it's hard (really hard) to say no!

ahh....yup,agree with me?no/yes?hmmm....it's hard to say both actually,especially when u adore that someone.but ADORE alone is not enough,even that person inspires u a lot!


but,i feel 'left behind' sometime.yes...sometime.but for sure,most of the time i need to share the space.

& i m tired too(mentally).

take care,
i THANK u,for keep on inspiring me!

happy for thee

but as usual, i m crying inside!
& why this always hapen to me?

Sunday, July 3, 2011

MOVE ON-lah naem!

hmmm....it's kinda akward when u hv mix feeling! neither happy nor sad,it's wht we call (i call) AKWARD. n why this always happen to me?
n why i've been treated tht way?sooo on the stand by mode all d time?owh...it's on stand by mode,i would call, on akward mode for now.


ishhh....move on naem,move on.n look forward,wide the perimetre, perhaps more professional.no relationship attach!ahhh...but it's hard to do so.i m waving.

entahla..let it be?hmm....