[sigh] lagi?!

hi all n [me].
my lecturer once said "the more you sigh, the more burden you have" (Chinese proverb).but one of my friends said "bukan mengeluh, tapi kita tarik dan hembus nafas yang panajang". erkkk...tak sama kah?

ok.to be frank, i don't even know, exactly what had happen to me, and what's happening actually.i feel so empty.yes, EMPTY,kosong-tak-tahu-nak-buat-apa kind of thing.you know why, i guess i just need someone at this moment.or at least, someone to look after[ok,sounds weird enough!]like 1 of my friends said "IF, we can't get that someone, at least we a close to them [literally+figuratively] and that is good enough.he said so. i have to agree,as we might feel happy for them, we might feel happy for ourselves too.perhaps...[sigh]

ok.now what?
crying inside?
or should i go and get what i want?
naa......that's not that easy.ok?!

to be continued

another post for Thee.

Dear thee,
i hope u r fine there.

last night, when i was googling something on the net, i found something and that shows me how others inspired by you, a lot i guess. more than i am.

it's ok. i am happy and proud of thee. and i am glad to get the chance to meet thee and i still remember those moments.nothing much to be shared here, and i don't think u knw bout this, of how much i adore u.[perhaps u knew it, after i have told u before right?]

just keep me inspired, that's all.
keep being humble like u r,
i just can't do anything, except keep adoring thee,[ and let me keep this nicely in my heart].

[sigh]

THEE,take care.
and i am PROUD n HAPPY for thee,believe me.