YA ALLAH,Please help me.

a long story cut short,
I am in the 3rd week of my practicum,
in a school, somewhere near Bangsar,
CAN'T feel anything [for now],
especially in this 3rd week,
neither happy nor upset,
mix feelings i guess,

9 more weeks to go [exclude the raya break]
perhaps more dramas/unexpected situations/stories thingy after this.

YA ALLAH, Please help me,
and I am [almost] crying.

p/s: serba-salah, bercampur-baur

SUNYIsepi

enough said,
DALAM HATI TAK ADA TAMAN.

asyik merindu pada yg x pasti.

singgah2 x masuk(itu kamoo...)

on standby mode(itu saya)

sunyi
s.e.p.i

terbanglah, dan BERGEMBIRA!

saya bangga dgn kamu.

TAKE CARE,
sampaikan salam saya kpd matahari.
00:41:13

FALLinL.O.V.E

tetiba.
hmmm......assalamualikum n hi all.[all ke?ada eh?xdek kot]xpa,xsalh nk berbicara sendirian.tetiba nk terupdate blog ni[soalan berikutnya: blog kah?].

rasanya,mcm dh terFALLinL.O.V.E lah.pelik.kenapa ada rasa mcm gini?mungkin mainan perasaan kot.rasanya, masih bukan untukku.aduhai....apakah kerana:

1. saya suka berIMAGINASI

2. saya merasakan org yg nice, good looking bukan untuk dirinya.huh!!!!but y?

3. mungkin jugak kerana rasa takut jd 'on stand by' mode lg. tp sampai bila?

bedasarkan kes/separa kes terdahulu,

saya mudah tertipu a.k.a percaya pada kulit buku a.k.a dengar khabar angin a.k.a mudah sgt nk rasa sayang dekat orang yg betul pada waktu yg salah atau vice versa.oh...apakah?

LESSON FOR ME.

at first, i was thinking to post this at my facebook status.but then, my friend said 'cannot'[sebab nnti mungkin org salah interpret.]:katanya...
but i really need to write it down somewhere,
and it's here.

LESSON FOR TODAY[for me]

1. don't simply jump into conclusion and make your own assumption.perhaps, it might not be as you think.
2. Plan something well. Be confident and follow your very first instinct.perhaps, it would be definitely right for you, at that moment.
3. ...and don't forget to be HAPPY to the people around u.at least, you'll share their happiness a bit.

"siapa bilang, siapa sangka,
bulan itu jauh,
siapa sangka, siapa tahu,
naik turun aku".
(Adrenalin by Faizal Tahir)

p/s: G o to the nearest music store n get ur ADRENALIN.

take care.
i'm HAPPY[not really actually...]

FUN-tastic!!!!!!

To those who may concern,

"It's FUN to make FUN toward others.BUT, would it be FUN if others making FUN of you, you and YOU!!!?"

not-so-warm regards,
Mr NAEmnzr.

take care.

Pecah kaca, pecah gelas...

Assalamulakimum and Hi to all[ada ka org baca...ada la kot,sorang 2,xpn,diri sendiri ja baca,NVM]

hmm...bangun pagi2 mcm ni,rasa mcm nk menulis sesuatu.
sesuatu yg berlaku beberapa hari lepas.
agak pelik,takut atau ni semua imaginasi saya.entahla.

situasi 1
19feb2010:
saya telah membasuh pinggan di dapur.
masa nk letak pinggan,tiba2 piring kecik yg ada kt rak tu jatuh ke lantai,dan pecah.
sapu serpihan kaca,balut surat khabar dan buang.
hmm....kesian cik piring kecik tu.

situasi 2
20feb2010
saya telah mengemas bilik selepas seminggu ditinggalkan[balik kampung,sebab cuti CNY]
sapu,dan sapu dan sapu...
tiba2 penyapu terlanggar lampu kaca yg ada atas lantai,
tergolekdok dan pecah.[pecah lagi?!]
hmm...sapu serpihan kaca, balut surat khabar,buang dan teruskan mengemas dan mengemop lantai.

mengharapkan hari yg lebih baik hari ni.
jangan pecah2.

take care.

p/s:tiba teringat pantun zaman skolah dulu2,kalo hantar kad raya

pecah kaca pecah gelas,
sudah baca harap balas.