YA ALLAH,Please help me.

a long story cut short,
I am in the 3rd week of my practicum,
in a school, somewhere near Bangsar,
CAN'T feel anything [for now],
especially in this 3rd week,
neither happy nor upset,
mix feelings i guess,

9 more weeks to go [exclude the raya break]
perhaps more dramas/unexpected situations/stories thingy after this.

YA ALLAH, Please help me,
and I am [almost] crying.

p/s: serba-salah, bercampur-baur